Ive dealt with mental health and addiction issues for almost 2 decades now. There is nothing that surprises me anymore or shocks me. Ive beaten the battle with multiple powerful substances that the mainstream addicts deal with on a dailey bases including, meth,fentynal, carfentynal, heroin, crack, cocaine, oxy, hydromorphone etc. . I also suffer with ptsd/bi polar/depression. So i can relate. I currently work as a counselor in a ontario rehab facility. Dont suffer alone. Give me a call.